Friday, September 10, 2010

It's gonna to end.

Soon, I'm going to finish my alevels course in Tarc. 2 more exams to go.Hopefully the results would be good enough for me to apply scholarships. But i have no confidence at all in my Bio paper..-.-..
For last paper i expected a B but ended up with a C. I will still try to memorize ALL though i don't understand.
All this while i thought 'Reproduction' is the simplest chapter, however i find myself is totally wrong. Just a topic 'menstrual cycle' has made me mad.
How i going to study other chapters which are much tougher and complicated? I'm wondering....
Moreover,if i really wanted to get enrolled in University of Nottingham with a scholarship..I MUST SCORE straight A's..oh gosh..money money please come to me..=(

Monday, August 16, 2010

A day with her. ♥

room that make me crazy! XD
 
meeee has gone to shwu's house this afternoon.
Just chatting around and checking out her wardrobe.It feels soooo nice, just like we have back to the past.
Btw shwu has lost weight.When i stand beside her, we look like a fatty pig and a skinny cat. By right fatty pig like me should lose weight but auntie says i'm alright, no need to diet and stuff .Some more ask shwu to be like me. [She's just toooo kind].
I wonder i should feel happy or the other way round.
Around evening, uncle and auntie brought us for dinner at Sri Petaling.Then back to her house again till it's time to fetch my mum and bro.

Her melody!
Meanwhile, i was forcing her to take pic with me since i was in the mood of taking pic! =P

Next week probably will be meeting her again for movie! Night!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

Bottom of my heart

Dear Shwu:

      You might be surprised when seeing this post. I have no idea why i have the courage to write all these all in a sudden.There are things i wanted to tell you long long time ago but i did not dare. I'm really sorry for my naiveness,foolishness and stupidity .We used to be so close and you are a very very very good friend of mine.i really thought this relationship will last long til end of form5 year .


We planned to study foundation in Help, but you ended up applying for MUFY. Of course i was angry and sad because of that.However after the lost of my grandpa, i'd learnt to appreciate everyone around me.Our friendship got better later on.

Everything was fine till you coupled with junhou. I seriously don't know why i turned into so weird.Really sorry for not bothering you and junhou. Eventually a large gap appeared between us.When you had problems , you sought for seekit rather than me.I know it's my fault, being so selfish. I've never tried to repair this problem til we met at xinyi's birthday celebration. When i saw you, i had a feeling of going back those days when we were close like uhu glue.
SO! i've decided to 'chase' you back.I'm sure we can become good friend again if you dont mind. =)
I promise i will never ignore you or acting weird to you anymore. I promise!

Hateful me

I think i have a mouth that could not keep secrets. Almost all of them say, "If joey knows, whole world will know."  I admit i'm kind people who like 'sharing'. But sometimes it's not only my fault.When something happen, everyone will just blame me. Not to say i'm not wrong at all, but can you be fair? Eventually they start not to tell me their problems because i can't keep it to myself. Now im no longer trusted by them. They don't share a single thing with me, im just an outsider who out of bounds. When i really want to care about them, the first thing they think is i wanted to gossip. Last time i can get along with everyone well, now it's totally opposite. If i don't care about them, they'll say i do not treat them as friend. If i care, they'll say i'm kepoh. I should try not to bother at all.